If you follow me on twitter, chances are you know what I've been feeling lately and how ugly I've been towards the world in general.
I'm bitter and I'm exhausted.
My new job has been a joke thus far.
Right now my assignment is to "color."
That's right folks. I put myself and my parents in obscene debt, spent 5 years putting out unmeasurable amount of effort, and washed trucks to support myself to earn a highly coveted degree in Economics.
All so I could "color."
I have been lectured of my jewelry & "low cut" shirts.
I have told I will no longer make my own schedule, I am to work 8-5.
I have been sent on expeditions to count parts.
I have not yet accomplished anything of substance.
I am insanely bored, pissed off, and stressed out.
Which leads to the exhaustion.
I'm not really sleeping.
I lay in bed forever waiting for sleep to come. And when it does I have odd dreams, toss and turn all night long and usually wake up multiple times throughout the night only to repeat the process.
So I'm cranky and sleepy all day.
I can fall asleep anywhere, anytime.
Standing up, sitting down.
At my desk, at a meeting.
In the office, in the shop.
Seriously.
I have fallen asleep in almost every meeting (which is a lot) that I have had to sit through since joining the merry group of planners.
Doesn't matter if the number 3 man on the totem pole is in it, I will still go straight to sleep.
Every day is a battle not to yell at my new boss that I am too smart to go on goose hunts and to color her dumb spreadsheet.
I am an intelligent, educated, driven, bitchy & determined young woman. I can do way more than these simple tasks.
Hmmph.
Anyone need a buyer?
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