Love letters on wet paper

Dear Guardian Angel -

I know I don't make things easy for you and I make a lot of bad decisions but thank you for always looking out for me and keeping me safe all these years.

I know the past couple of months have required you to really step up your game. I've done a lot of stupid things, had more than my fair share of close calls, and pushed you to the limits.
Right now my life is messy. Nothing is easy. Nothing is simple.

But you are helping me though it all. And I am so grateful.

I really need your help right now with the direction I took in life just recently. I need guidance from you, the holy spirit and the holy father. Am I making the right decision?
I don't feel guilty, but I feel guilty for not feeling guilty...is that a sign I am making a good decision?
Does this mean I need to stay put or keep on keepin' on with my nomadic ways?

I know this is not the ideal situation, and in many ways it is wrong. Not to mention all the opportunity for drama and problems. But it seems like where I belong.

So with that, I am again thanking you because you are the best Guardian Angel a girl could ask for. And please help me find the answers to all these questions.

Lots of love,
Priss

~*<3*~*<3*~*<3*~*<3*~*<3*~*<3*~*<3*~*<3*~

Waging war against my sins
It's been a while since I talked to him
I keep a bible by my bed
But it's been a while since it's been read

I don't know why I've let things come this far....

It's hard to ask him to forgive
When you live a life you don't want to live
On your knees and crawling home
I never feel alone

Guardian Angel watching over me tonight
I'm sorry you got stuck with me
But I'm glad you're by my side

It's not good to drink alone
But I do every night when I get home
There's a lot of things I need to get off my chest
But it's hard to play with whiskey on my breath

I don't know why I've let things come this far.....

There was this girl she was a friend of mine
We used to talk all the time
She said she'd love to let me in
But she thinks I'm high again

I don't know why I've let things come this far...

Guardian Angel watching over me tonight
I'm sorry you got stuck with me
But I'm glad you're by my side


Guardian Angel watching over me tonight
And I'm sorry you got stuck with me
But I'm glad you're by my side